Sixth
Letter:
To a member of the Order
who had received from him a book, and to whom he again enlarges on
his favourite topic. Encouragement to persevere.
Pray set
heartily about the practice of it in your old age; it is better late
than never.
I have received from Mrs. - the things which you gave her for
me. I wonder that you have not
given me your thoughts of the little book I sent to you, and which you
must have received. Pray set heartily about the practice of it
in your old age; it is better late than never.
I cannot imagine how religious persons can live satisfied without the
practice of the presence of God.
For my part I keep myself retired with Him in the depth of centre of
my soul as much as I can; and while I am so with Him I fear nothing;
but the least turning from Him is insupportable.
...recalling
our mind to God mildly and with tranquility, as often as we
find it wandering from Him.
This exercise does not much fatigue the body:
it is, however, proper to deprive it sometimes, nay often, of many
little pleasures which are innocent and lawful: for God will
not permit that a soul which desires to be devoted entirely to Him
should take other pleasures than with Him; that is more than
reasonable.
I
do not say that therefore we must put any violent constraint upon
ourselves. No, we must serve God
in a holy freedom, we must do our business faithfully, without trouble
or disquiet; recalling our mind to God mildly and with
tranquility, as often as we find it wandering from Him.
...devotions
are only means to attain to the end; so when by this exercise of the
presence of God we are with Him who is our end, it is then
useless to return to the means...
It
is, however, necessary to put our whole trust in God, laying
aside all other cares, and even some
particular forms of devotion, though very good in themselves, yet such
as one often engages in unreasonably: because those devotions are only
means to attain to the end; so when by this exercise of the presence
of God we are with Him who is our end, it is then useless to
return to the means; but we may continue with Him our commerce of
love, persevering in His holy presence: one while by an act of praise,
of adoration, or of desire; one while by an act of resignation, or
thanksgiving; and in all the manner which our spirit can invent.
Be
not discouraged by the repugnance which you may find in it from
nature; you must do yourself violence.
At the first, one often thinks it lost time; but you must go on, and
resolve to persevere in it to death, notwithstanding all the
difficulties that may occur. I recommend myself to the prayers
of your holy society, and yours in particular. I am yours in our Lord.